Congratulations, You have completed all the thoughtsThere is nothing left to think; Save some thoughts for me, I'm sorryThere aren't any left, You selfish bastard! πͺοΈ
Category: Anxiety
Changes Nothing
I have to rememberHow even in June last yearI was able to find those reasons to keep goingAnd I have to use the same ones nowAs I still await my fateOn where and when I will be housed; Two years of practical accommodation instabilityAlmost one year of actual, hardline instabilityBut the rules are the sameIt's … Continue reading Changes Nothing
House Of Horrors
What if they won't believe me,Now that things happen to be cleaner? The new Salvation Army helper,Knows only of the current state of things; Oh, two years of horrendous experiences,Indescribable imagery flashing before my mind's eye,All I can offer is examples,Struggling to form the sentencesβ¦How can you describe that? What if they won't believe me,Now … Continue reading House Of Horrors
Unhouseable
"Ohh we've got flatsWe'll get him in one!" Did you mention it has to be ground floor? "I'll let them know", Offered a viewing'Ground floor' flatLooked it up on streetviewEntryway all full of stepsLooked to my rightMetres awayThe busy dual carriageway π, Nope, sorry,I'm too disabled for that; "You've got your viewing today!Are you excited?", … Continue reading Unhouseable
Dress Rehearsal
(My PIP tribunal hearing is tomorrowβ¦it was in my calendar as tomorrow the whole time, but on this occasion I was so sure in my memory of it being today that I didn't check beforehandβ¦π.) At the risk of sounding paranoidβ¦I now look over my shoulder constantly,Whenever going in and out of the house; Whilst … Continue reading Dress Rehearsal
Say Please
Fuck you I can no longer make that runway!Iβm going to have to ditch!! RS 1987, please don't be rudeβ Alert the coastguard!! β¦Say please, RS 1987, Please alert the goddamn-motherfucking-coastguard now!!!ARRRRrggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!Over and oβ β¦β¦β¦ β¦M-my god,I'm s-so glad to see youβ¦th-thank you, thank you!! β¦What is your name? My nameβ¦β¦β¦Is Robin Smith. CAPTAIN ROBIN … Continue reading Say Please
Deadstick Landing
I can literally see a runway off to my right! Ok, stand by for vectorβ¦Turn left heading two-niner-zero, maintain flight level one-hundred, And free to use any runway, yeah? β¦ How many souls on board? Just oneβ¦me,I repeat this is a Mayday! Negative RS 1987, maintain holding pattern,All runways are currently occupied, But I have … Continue reading Deadstick Landing
Roger
Spiralling downwards towards the dark abyss,The overthink alarm was chirping in my cockpit: Too low, terrain,Pull up, pull up,Too low,Sink rate,Sink rate,Overthink,Pull up!! I called in a mayday,And do you know what they said? There's ah a runway available hundreds of miles away,With an ocean and ah a storm in-between,Outside of your uhβ¦fuel limit,And you'll … Continue reading Roger
Erasure Of Disgust
Sometimes, when I see something so disgusting,I can't stop bringing it back to mind,Nor do anything else,Until I've found the 'right' way to reconcile this with the world; In fact, now I remember writing about this on here before;Anyway, there are times in survival mode I am able to numb myself to such things,Other times … Continue reading Erasure Of Disgust
Hell
Letting agentAnd landlordIn and outIn and outAll dayEvery weekday Fire alarmOn and offOn and offEvery two minutesFor no reason at all(The alarms are all connected so the one in my room goes off, too, and it's the only sound which cuts right through all of the hearing protection in the world) Scared to leave my … Continue reading Hell
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