I have to rememberHow even in June last yearI was able to find those reasons to keep goingAnd I have to use the same ones nowAs I still await my fateOn where and when I will be housed; Two years of practical accommodation instabilityAlmost one year of actual, hardline instabilityBut the rules are the sameIt's … Continue reading Changes Nothing
Tag: Optimism
A New Court Date And Another Viewing
I've been struggling a lot lately with OCD and motivation. It's been a while since I was able to get beyond the basic tasks in a day and do extra things I wanted to do. Developments: My Salvation Army support person is changing. This is a good thing as although the previous one meant well, … Continue reading A New Court Date And Another Viewing
OCD, Yes!
Butβ¦why couldn't I do this thing much earlier, if I can do it now?OCD, Butβ¦why did I spend all that time doing that mindless thing when I don't want to do it now?OCD; It was soothing when it was the only thing you could do, Would I really have been staring at a wall instead … Continue reading OCD, Yes!
Kyiv Not Kiev
They thought that bit belonged to nobody,And that we wanted it,But actually, we didn't care less,So long as it was a democracy; So they thought they'd just take that bit back,As if it was something to be claimed,The 'borderlands',That bit down there,Otherwise known as just Ukraine πΊπ¦; So that is why it should be known … Continue reading Kyiv Not Kiev
Humbling
People can inspire and humble,Amidst the most desperate of situations,When you give the time to understand them,And share their experience; It is always worth it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OJMOTe56tE πͺ
Leaving Fort Plante
I'm alone in the house, Afraid to leave my room, This house is the least secure place in existence, I've got things to do, though, So I'm going to have to try it, If I you don't hear from me again, you know why π. Also call Forensic Files and make sure I'm an episode, … Continue reading Leaving Fort Plante
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Things I Have In Common With Fernando Alonso
Natural ability at go-karting"Neck and shoulders of a boxer, legs of a cyclist"Infinite staminaSense of humourLatin temperament1.72m vs 1.71m tall (I'm taller)Both 68kg in weight (in physical prime)Only take part in competitive things where we have a chance of winningOnly happy with winning, anything else is devastatingPassion for (taking part in) all forms of motorsportWide … Continue reading Things I Have In Common With Fernando Alonso
Through The Gates Of Hell
When they are marched through the gates of Hellβ¦Down into the deepest recesses of nothingness like some terminal mystery tour they didn't volunteer for,With the Earth they once knew so, so far aboveβ¦so out of reach,I wonder if they'll regret it?I wonder if they'll look back over their shoulder, and thinkβ Damn, maybe I was … Continue reading Through The Gates Of Hell
War Spirit
Interesting that I take strength from war documentaries and dramas,The irrational nonchalance and dark humour in a tough situation,Controlling the urge to complain,Despite the overarching questionable circumstances and incompetence of upper management; Looking for morality in the situation is futile,It is a war,Each day brings many new battles and each battle is different,Fuck-ups and trauma … Continue reading War Spirit
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