Maybe I Could Write Something

I'm dying without writing,OCD is as bad as it's been,My days have lost their beginnings of meaning,I can't even remember what I was saying;(Struggling to begin anything); But maybe if I start small,And slowly build it up,I'm sure that I can adapt again,And manage to write something. πŸŒͺ

Escape Is Possible

We are nearly there,And she's being so brave and strong,Finding strength beyond her own expectation; The plan has been ethereal,Shifting, changing, going in and out of focus,But…the one constant remainsβ€”Her determination to leave; She's digging really deep as obstacles arise,As the situation becomes more urgent,But she has strength to match,It's an honour to witness. πŸŒͺ

Verdict

As computing power increased across the decades with the marching miniaturisation of technology,As bandwidth widened and global sharing of digital information became near-instantaneous,As public surveillance technology became increasingly intrusive, comprehensive and widespread,As artificial intelligence and automated data analysis became ever-more generalised and sophisticated,And…As society's attitudes concerning automation and privacy tended more and more towards compliance, … Continue reading Verdict

What’s The Worst That Could Happen? πŸ€”

My heart's fine,My health is fine,And after all…What's the worst that could happen? I could drop dead tomorrow,Or even now,And would that be so bad? I wouldn't have to bear the aftermath,It would probably be quick and painless,And it would immediately end the last few years of struggle; Anxiety's felt in the heart,So anxiety about … Continue reading What’s The Worst That Could Happen? πŸ€”

The Great Loneliness

I'm depressed,Lonely,Anxious,Too restless to sit on my bed and write anything,Because I feel trapped,Claustrophobic,Too hot,TOO HOT!!It makes me want to burst out, And there's a lot to be said for body postureβ€”I've found sitting on a stool to be very freeing, calming, and positivity-inducing;The upright, forwards-facing, upwards and onwards-looking perspective really helps to make use … Continue reading The Great Loneliness